New hair and my thoughts on being me

People have always seen me as the girl who never risks anything, as a girl who got her stuff under controll and as the angle who takes the right decisions.. I even started acting like i got everthing under controll ect. But it’s just not me, i have never been more me than i am right know, i got my hair dyed in an ombre, i got my cartilage pierced and im even thinking about getting my lip pierced, thinking abput spider bites, or my nose, the only thing that is keeping me away from it is that i feel like it is gonna hurt like hell! And in a few years i will be seen with a tattoo. Im going through a progress where im trying to get my clothing style under controll and wear what i love and just be me.
I’m gonna be real honest right know, for the past few years i’ve been going to a youth club and im staring to think that i only did it because my friends where there, and for the past weeks i have not really been there, mainly because i have been working, but also because i didn’t feel like going, i’m more like a person who like to go out get a few drinks and party with my friends. But then again the day after i’ve been kind of prtying i have this bad feeling in me.. like i should’nt do it, but i can’t stop !
So i guess the purpose of this post it to get everything out on who i am and that you should not, and i repeat that you shall not be thw person society want’s you to be, i have tried to be the person they want me to be, and i still didn’t feel happy ! I’m now being myself and i have never had so many friends and haven’t been as happy with myself as i am now <3

xoxo

Ps. i know some of the pictures are blurry, but my camera have been acting like it’s high lately, so you just have to bare with me on this one